The meanings of Initiation
Posted: Sat Sep 03, 2005 5:13 am
The word "Initiation" carries a number of meanings, and is the source of much confusion among adherents of devotional traditions unfamiliar with this fact.
The literal meaning of the word Initiation is simply a "beginning" and can be used in the same sense in which we speak of initiating a program, initiating a project, or even initiating a love affair. A spiritual initiation is also a beginning, but because of the different things that the word refers to, it is at least two kinds of beginning.
On the one hand, an Initiate is someone who has been accepted into a particular tradition after undergoing specific ordeals and ceremonies, and usually after learning specific lore, skills and rituals associated with that specific tradition. That sort of initiation is the beginning of accepted participation in a tradition upon a societal level. On the other hand, a spiritual initiate is usually someone who has attained to spiritual cognition.
A person receiving this type of initiation undergoes mind expanding (mahatma) and identity-altering experience.
Initiation into a tradition upon an a social level is specific to that tradition only and is a sectarian affair. To be initiated into Gaudiya Vaishnavism is not to be initiated into a Shaivite sect or into Thugee. It does not even imply initiation into other Vaishnava traditions, such as that of the Ramanujas, etc. Initiation into the realm of transcendence however, is nonsectarian, it is universal, for the laws that govern such initiation are constant and eternal and cut across all sectarian lines.
Nominal or formal acceptance into a specific tradition by an initiation ceremony or ritual is definite and clear and marks one as a member of that tradition. One is either an initiate of that tradition or one is not. The ritual that marks a person's acceptance into that tradition and the outward signs of one’s acceptance into that tradition, markings, type of dress, etc., cannot be mistaken for anything else. Initiation into spiritual experience is otherwise however. There is no outward sign or show that is anything other than symbolic of an internal experience. In this latter type of spiritual initiation, although some experiences along the road are sharp and definitive, the journey continues throughout one’s lifetime and even beyond, and can continue from lifetime to lifetime.
Due to our conditioning which carries with it the internalized consideration that God, the soul, etc., are unknowable by definition, at least until some post-mortum phase of our existence we do not expect to experience, or realize a traditions esoteric content while we live.
A kanishtha or lower-class devotee can only tell another devotee through some outward show or appearance and is usually content with that mode of recognition. They can be distrustful of anyone's claims to membership or participation in their tradition unless the person claiming that participation has undertaken the formal rites that mark one externally as a member of that tradition. A madhyama adhikari or mid-level devotee on the other hand can usually tell another devotee without any outward indication. There is no brahmana’s thread, saffron cloth, nor any outward expression that marks one as an initiate, but to those whose spiritual senses are awakened there is no masking it!usually.
Initiation into a tradition can be on the one hand then maybe merely a formality, between the nominal authorities of that tradition and the person being accepted into that tradition. It is not necessarlily the nominal authority that offers one spiritual initiation, but the spiritual authority of that tradition acting through, or being mediated by that nominal authority. The spiritual authority is not however dependent upon the nominal initiating authorities pureness, potency, or even his or her sincerity to exercise its own prerogative to award spiritual initiation to anyone that it wishes to award spiritual initiation to.
A rascal guru who is initiating a genuine and sincere supplicant into a bonafide tradition cannot stop by his own rascaldom the actual spiritual authority of that tradition from accomplishing the real initiation of the supplicant. That force simply jumps over him. Similarly a person can receive spiritual initiation into a tradition even through a picture, or through a book, or through a mantra recoded on a tape recorder.
Initiation done in the company of others, who are witnesses to the ritual of initiation can attest later that it was done, assures one’s recognition as being a member of that tradition assuring them nominal recognition as a member of that tradition. On the other hand, spiritual initiation is between the Initiate and the spiritual potency of whatever tradition he is seeking to become a member of. Even if it occurs amidst a multitude it is always a most intimate and personal event. When an outward expression of this internal initiation expresses itself physically, such manifestations are usually held in reserve, to the extent that it is possible for the one experiencing them to check their display.
The true value of any tradition claiming of itself to offer transcendence is to be found in its ability to liberate one from illusion and to establish one in the truth of his own existence, to realize his highest potential.
An Initiate in this sense, means a person who has spiritual experience, who has "seen the truth", who has at least a degree of spiritual awakening and cognition, and who is thus actually capable of helping both himself and others in their perfection of sadhana bhakti.
What is the difference between the mind of an Initiate and the mind of a non-Initiate?
To ask that question is to create an artificial dichotomy from what is really a continuum, because initiation is an unending process. Still, certain things can be said about what initiation does for a person.
To begin with, an Initiate is more sensitive to transcendence. An initiate can sense, and a sufficiently advanced initiate can see that each living entity is spirit soul, can discern their situation, not just their gross physical situation, but where they are situated within the modes, can understand their mentality. An initiate can tell if something has been offered, whether it is prasadam, or bhoga, without being told. He or she can detect transcendental presence, can converse with and receive information from the Deities.
Secondly, an Initiate is able to mediate, to inject transcendence, to adjust the situation, to raise the level of consciousness by an act of will, to invoke the mercy of the Deities or some other source of power and have it respond, to direct that power to accomplish things in the world.
Third, an Initiate becomes over time more harmonious internally than a non-initiate. The level of internal conflict is reduced, and positive associations are increased among the various parts of his mind leading to the generation of all good qualities.
Fourth, to be initiated is to have the mask of one’s false ego dissolve into nothing, to become free of phyical and mental identification with ones former mundane identity. To be initiated is to remember the face one wore before one was born into this material nature. To be initiated is to understand the essential identity between one’s self and every blade of grass, to realize in fact "aham brahmasmi," .
If you have not had this experience, you do not understand the last sentence, and it is dangerous to think that you do.
When we speak of initiation, we are really talking about two processes, the awakening of the true self, or self realization, the opening of the Eye of Shiva that destroys the (illusion of the) universe (as formerly perceived). This occurs suddenly, blindingly, startlingly, and yet with a sense of complete familiarity and remembrance, a sense of "Why, of course, how could I have forgotten this?"
The other part is the gradual raising out of the modes and an increase in transcendence and the achievement of higher and higher levels of internal and external harmony. One is, in effect, changing into another order of existence, another type of being.
These two processes reinforce one another. When the first occurs, it occurs suddenly, brilliantly, as an intuitive insight, in what the poet Rilke called a "conflagration of clarity", and like St Paul’s conversion on the road to Damascus, like Dante’s love of Beatrice at first sight, it is overwhelming. One does not automatically make sense of such an experience immediately, or even until many years afterwards. It is indeed almost certain that the Initiate will forget the revelations that this flash of transcendence brings unless he is with associates who are of the same level of initiation as he and with whom he can share his mind, or with more advanced associates who usually have some clue as to what he is experiencing and who can help him to make sense of it.
If one does not share ones realizations then one will generally forget them and simply return to old patterns of thought and behavior. This tends to occur repeatedly, and the entire process can lead to some interesting and quite unbalanced delusional states, as the ego tries to fit its new perceptions into its old framework.
The second process, by gradually elevating one's level and transforming consciousness at increments, provides a new framework in which the perceptions of the first process can be remembered and acted upon. At the same time the first process provides the second with a tremendous burst of energy, a jump start in the process of spiritual evolution, and also a vision of a goal, without which it might never begin, fail to continue or fail to take up again, though many years after.
The literal meaning of the word Initiation is simply a "beginning" and can be used in the same sense in which we speak of initiating a program, initiating a project, or even initiating a love affair. A spiritual initiation is also a beginning, but because of the different things that the word refers to, it is at least two kinds of beginning.
On the one hand, an Initiate is someone who has been accepted into a particular tradition after undergoing specific ordeals and ceremonies, and usually after learning specific lore, skills and rituals associated with that specific tradition. That sort of initiation is the beginning of accepted participation in a tradition upon a societal level. On the other hand, a spiritual initiate is usually someone who has attained to spiritual cognition.
A person receiving this type of initiation undergoes mind expanding (mahatma) and identity-altering experience.
Initiation into a tradition upon an a social level is specific to that tradition only and is a sectarian affair. To be initiated into Gaudiya Vaishnavism is not to be initiated into a Shaivite sect or into Thugee. It does not even imply initiation into other Vaishnava traditions, such as that of the Ramanujas, etc. Initiation into the realm of transcendence however, is nonsectarian, it is universal, for the laws that govern such initiation are constant and eternal and cut across all sectarian lines.
Nominal or formal acceptance into a specific tradition by an initiation ceremony or ritual is definite and clear and marks one as a member of that tradition. One is either an initiate of that tradition or one is not. The ritual that marks a person's acceptance into that tradition and the outward signs of one’s acceptance into that tradition, markings, type of dress, etc., cannot be mistaken for anything else. Initiation into spiritual experience is otherwise however. There is no outward sign or show that is anything other than symbolic of an internal experience. In this latter type of spiritual initiation, although some experiences along the road are sharp and definitive, the journey continues throughout one’s lifetime and even beyond, and can continue from lifetime to lifetime.
Due to our conditioning which carries with it the internalized consideration that God, the soul, etc., are unknowable by definition, at least until some post-mortum phase of our existence we do not expect to experience, or realize a traditions esoteric content while we live.
A kanishtha or lower-class devotee can only tell another devotee through some outward show or appearance and is usually content with that mode of recognition. They can be distrustful of anyone's claims to membership or participation in their tradition unless the person claiming that participation has undertaken the formal rites that mark one externally as a member of that tradition. A madhyama adhikari or mid-level devotee on the other hand can usually tell another devotee without any outward indication. There is no brahmana’s thread, saffron cloth, nor any outward expression that marks one as an initiate, but to those whose spiritual senses are awakened there is no masking it!usually.
Initiation into a tradition can be on the one hand then maybe merely a formality, between the nominal authorities of that tradition and the person being accepted into that tradition. It is not necessarlily the nominal authority that offers one spiritual initiation, but the spiritual authority of that tradition acting through, or being mediated by that nominal authority. The spiritual authority is not however dependent upon the nominal initiating authorities pureness, potency, or even his or her sincerity to exercise its own prerogative to award spiritual initiation to anyone that it wishes to award spiritual initiation to.
A rascal guru who is initiating a genuine and sincere supplicant into a bonafide tradition cannot stop by his own rascaldom the actual spiritual authority of that tradition from accomplishing the real initiation of the supplicant. That force simply jumps over him. Similarly a person can receive spiritual initiation into a tradition even through a picture, or through a book, or through a mantra recoded on a tape recorder.
Initiation done in the company of others, who are witnesses to the ritual of initiation can attest later that it was done, assures one’s recognition as being a member of that tradition assuring them nominal recognition as a member of that tradition. On the other hand, spiritual initiation is between the Initiate and the spiritual potency of whatever tradition he is seeking to become a member of. Even if it occurs amidst a multitude it is always a most intimate and personal event. When an outward expression of this internal initiation expresses itself physically, such manifestations are usually held in reserve, to the extent that it is possible for the one experiencing them to check their display.
The true value of any tradition claiming of itself to offer transcendence is to be found in its ability to liberate one from illusion and to establish one in the truth of his own existence, to realize his highest potential.
An Initiate in this sense, means a person who has spiritual experience, who has "seen the truth", who has at least a degree of spiritual awakening and cognition, and who is thus actually capable of helping both himself and others in their perfection of sadhana bhakti.
What is the difference between the mind of an Initiate and the mind of a non-Initiate?
To ask that question is to create an artificial dichotomy from what is really a continuum, because initiation is an unending process. Still, certain things can be said about what initiation does for a person.
To begin with, an Initiate is more sensitive to transcendence. An initiate can sense, and a sufficiently advanced initiate can see that each living entity is spirit soul, can discern their situation, not just their gross physical situation, but where they are situated within the modes, can understand their mentality. An initiate can tell if something has been offered, whether it is prasadam, or bhoga, without being told. He or she can detect transcendental presence, can converse with and receive information from the Deities.
Secondly, an Initiate is able to mediate, to inject transcendence, to adjust the situation, to raise the level of consciousness by an act of will, to invoke the mercy of the Deities or some other source of power and have it respond, to direct that power to accomplish things in the world.
Third, an Initiate becomes over time more harmonious internally than a non-initiate. The level of internal conflict is reduced, and positive associations are increased among the various parts of his mind leading to the generation of all good qualities.
Fourth, to be initiated is to have the mask of one’s false ego dissolve into nothing, to become free of phyical and mental identification with ones former mundane identity. To be initiated is to remember the face one wore before one was born into this material nature. To be initiated is to understand the essential identity between one’s self and every blade of grass, to realize in fact "aham brahmasmi," .
If you have not had this experience, you do not understand the last sentence, and it is dangerous to think that you do.
When we speak of initiation, we are really talking about two processes, the awakening of the true self, or self realization, the opening of the Eye of Shiva that destroys the (illusion of the) universe (as formerly perceived). This occurs suddenly, blindingly, startlingly, and yet with a sense of complete familiarity and remembrance, a sense of "Why, of course, how could I have forgotten this?"
The other part is the gradual raising out of the modes and an increase in transcendence and the achievement of higher and higher levels of internal and external harmony. One is, in effect, changing into another order of existence, another type of being.
These two processes reinforce one another. When the first occurs, it occurs suddenly, brilliantly, as an intuitive insight, in what the poet Rilke called a "conflagration of clarity", and like St Paul’s conversion on the road to Damascus, like Dante’s love of Beatrice at first sight, it is overwhelming. One does not automatically make sense of such an experience immediately, or even until many years afterwards. It is indeed almost certain that the Initiate will forget the revelations that this flash of transcendence brings unless he is with associates who are of the same level of initiation as he and with whom he can share his mind, or with more advanced associates who usually have some clue as to what he is experiencing and who can help him to make sense of it.
If one does not share ones realizations then one will generally forget them and simply return to old patterns of thought and behavior. This tends to occur repeatedly, and the entire process can lead to some interesting and quite unbalanced delusional states, as the ego tries to fit its new perceptions into its old framework.
The second process, by gradually elevating one's level and transforming consciousness at increments, provides a new framework in which the perceptions of the first process can be remembered and acted upon. At the same time the first process provides the second with a tremendous burst of energy, a jump start in the process of spiritual evolution, and also a vision of a goal, without which it might never begin, fail to continue or fail to take up again, though many years after.